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another entry. i havent been on her in FOREVER. i almost forgot about it.
all i have to say is i'm taking one step at a time right now
one step at a time..
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| mike schwarz. |
[28 Nov 2006|01:58am] |
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where do i begin?
i've had the most horrible day.
do you know when you think something bad is going to happen and then it does?
well that happened to me today.
i had such a bad day at work and fighting with friends and everything in general, to me not feeling well and just wanting to go out for my friend stephs 21st birthday.
everything was going good until elaine recieving a phone call about a friend of mine passing away.
now i knew mike since we were in diapers. we grew up together. i'm crying. he even offered me to take me to the prom because he didn't want me going with my boyfriend at the time b/c he was a asshole.
MIKE I LOVE YOU. come back please. i just talked to you in october, it seems like yesterday. i can't deal. atleast you got to have your dream job as a marine<3
i think is has been the worst day ever. i cant type any more, i'm crying too much.
may angels lead you in...
ONLY THE GOOD DIE YOUNG.
R.I.P.
mike schwarz
august 16, 1986 - november 27, 2006.
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[27 Oct 2006|02:02am] |
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its been awhile since i've been on here.
and after this entry i'm going to make my enteries friends only.
some people like to come on here and think i'm writing about them, but boy were they wrong if they only knew ha
loving life right now.
get my licence in november<3 thank god!
love being single, but theres still you =)
looking for a new job, going to school.
getting away from immature people and meeting new ones.
but, always good to see old friends of course.
i dont drink at all really anymore and i love it.
but i do occasionally and it's always a good time.
like this saturday..yeah enough said.
k it's been too long..you can come home now.
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| liar. |
[19 Aug 2006|06:48pm] |
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it's kind of funny how boys think im retarted.
i hope she breaks your heart dude.
why did i even come that weekend if you had her? yeah exactly.
over that now.
anyway,
i don't know how beer makes me so drunk but i kinda love it<3
my legs and arm are bruised :(
i'm gonna go play some pong again, late.
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| we will never be the same. |
[16 Aug 2006|06:41pm] |
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i think i'm just fooling myself.
these past couple of weeks have been really fun until recently.
yesterday i had a breakdown that i was actually sick to my stomach and threw up.
i havent felt like this since 2004.
this is all your fault.
i really need to get away, just forget about everything that has happened.
i'm sick of not getting answers, just tell me the truth don't beat around the bush.
obviously you still love her, your not fooling anybody.
actually at this point i'm really thinking about just moving to cali with jayme.
when she leaves theres gonna be no me.
i really need to meet someone that is on the same level as me, but that will never happen.
its august 16, the summer is almost over.
everyones gonna change if they havent already, goodbye nice to know you.
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[21 Jul 2006|02:21am] |
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wow, it's been awhile.
i don't even know what i've been doing.
work.work.work.
i miss john geary =( favorite manager gone.
wifey's finally home from california, yay
i hate how everyone talks about her, you don't even know her, get over stupid drama.
my birthday was amazing except for the fact of stupid delaware kids.
ok so i'm nice enough to invite you to my house on MY birthday so don't call me a bitch.
yeah I HEARD IT.
then don't try and deny it to MY friends so they can get mad at me.
fuck you go back to your own state thanks.
i drank a lot i didnt follow the rule:
liquor before beer- you're in the clear
beer before liquor- you've never been sicker.
so i drank vodka & then beer, i was fine.
then i decided to funnel beers & drink more vodka, i threw up, a lot.
i don't care because i wanted to get like that, it's my day.
a lot of people were helping me but all i heard was voices, if you're reading this thank you.
then i lost my vodka, i hope it is in a good place.
thank god for fake id's though, my dude in krosers loves me<3 doesn't id me anymore.
i think i'm going to north carolina in august to visit jeremy.
i can't wait to get out of this state.
now he's telling me he might have to go to iraq again so i might not be able to go.
i hope not, i wanna leave.
everyone's changing.
i know after this summer EVERYTHING and EVERYONE is going to be different.
don't believe me? just watch.
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| tell all my friends im dead. |
[07 Jun 2006|07:26pm] |
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i basically hate everyone right now.
i hate how everyone is two-faced, no one will ever grow up.
sometimes i feel like i'm more mature then everyone.
i need to move far away and meet new people, asap.
or seriously i don't know what i'm going to do.
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| i'm 19, let me live. |
[30 May 2006|01:17am] |
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where to start?
i havent written in this for awhile.
lets see...
i love seeing my old friends, always<3
mdw was great. i went down with krista, met up with everyone, stayed at nicks and frans motel for two nights. funnelled a lot of beer. i love beer. i'm a champ. i always want more. i loved every second of down the shore. then i went to amanda's hotel & wow her friends are pretty crazy. saw 2 dicks. (haha inside joke).
i knew i wasn't gonna be home on sunday for work so krista called me out overnight on sat. the guy was making no sence and i have no idea who he was. so yea he didnt leave a note for the next day. so my sister called me zach called me saying all the managers were pissed b/c i did a "no call/no show" when i called.
i go to work today and julio is being a complete ass to me so i was a complete ass right back. then he talked about me behind my back that got me furious. hello, your like 50 something years old, get a life. he gave me like 3 papers as warnings, i laughed. this is a supermarket i don't care. go ahead and fire me.
sorry i'm 19, let me live.
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| i miss ryan & james |
[30 Apr 2006|01:56am] |
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i'm living out of a suitcase still.
that's because i am going to do everything i can to go back to cali in may so i don't see the point of really unpacking.
i still need to get the pic up from my vaca.
TUCHE =)
i'm really trying not to drink for awhile cuz i got really sick this morning & jayme scared the hell out of me.
but then seeing my cousin walk in my house, scaring me to death, but fucked up as hell was great.
ohh sookie sookie
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i leave for california in two days.
i really need to pack.
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| i dont wanna, but i gotta, let you go |
[10 Apr 2006|01:38am] |
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first off!
i got my hair did, *ahem, again
it's even darker this time.
notice my wall says vodka.
favorite.
sometimes i like it, sometimes i don't.
second!
i got a mystic tan with my girls hahah
we were so scared, we turned out ok i guess.
we didnt feel like waiting to get tan, so we tried it.
but the question is will i do it again? i have no clue.
third!
i definately drink too much.
i can't help that i'm drink a lot, blame it on my father, i'm serious, but lets not get into that.
sometimes i dont even feel like im getting buzzed or drunk nemore b/c i think i'm like amune to vodka.
hmm? is that possible?
fourth! & yet the best
BOYS..not men..BOYS!
are seriously immature.
these boys are worst then girls, no lie.
it's kinda sad if you think about it.
this past weekend was good & bad.
it was good b/c i drank fri & sat plus saw some friends that i haven't seen in awhile & it was so good to see them =)
but then there was this;
and i've been thinking about what happened to me over & over.
theres one thing that i can't take about a person, and that is a liar.
it wasn't even anything that BIG, it was a small lie that led into a bigger one.
i seriously almost cried, b/c "i thought" this guy was different, but of course not & i was drunk.
i hung up the phone, & that was it.
i talked to him the next day but i was drunk again & just went on about how i felt about what he did.
havent seen him since thursday, do i want to? i dont even know.
ever since my first boyfriend mentally & physically abused me, i don't deal with no guys shit nemore.
i'm happy for myself but i feel so bad for other girls that do.
they shouldn't at all.
whatever. everything happens for a reason right?
fifth!
i'm going to california this friday!
i can't believe its here already!
i'm scared, but excited!
i just want to tan everyday so i hope it doesnt rain. =/
when i come back, i will have pictures up =)
goodbye new jersey.
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[16 Mar 2006|02:15am] |
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i had a very very very fun night tonight
=)
dinner dates are fun.
a movies is always good.
& i'm the master at phooseball.
hahah yea right, but me & alberto are partners for life.
thank god for my lovers.
like i said in my previous entry i'll pick my own guys ;)
i know what i want.
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[19 Feb 2006|07:53pm] |
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i forgot to say i saw final destination 3 with some friends.
i was scared, the tanning part was so me & jayme, except for when they die haha
plus jayme came back from vermont, i am so happy!
we're like two pees in a pod, shes like my other half, so when shes away i'm sad =( haha
we got really drunk the other night that was fun!
so i dont think i've ever slept so much as i did these last couple of days.
but then when i wake up im still tired because i'm like over sleeping.
i wanted to quit work the other day b/c of a stupid reason but then all my favorite people there told me not to.
i cant wait for the big brawl in 2 or 3 weeks over something! that should be exciting.
one of my managers got fired the other day for trying to hit on a younger girl. gross.
me & my friend liz got in a stupid arguement today b/c she was buying cigs at s&s n i was like smoking is bad, i only smoke when i'm drunk, & then john throws his little "which is everyday" in there lol. yes he knows that i am drunk like everyday haha. so liz was like "people that only smoke when their drunk is retarted blah blah" & i'm like "well i do get over it" haha then she was eating a bananna & was like "kristy can you deep throat?" i was like "um liz john is right here i will not discuss this". & she was like "come onn tell me cuz i cant" & i was like "i am a virgin" (no i'm really not) & walked away, she was like yeah right "my ass is a virgin, really it is" hahahhahahahahhaha o lord.
seriously stop & shop is like highschool all over again. if you miss highschool don't worry just get a job at s&s! john told me today that there are two type of clicks and that i'm in his. but me & my sister figured out that there is way more then two clicks. see for yourself.
^ now that is crazy! haha
i'm going to see brokeback mountain tonight, i'm excited.
no work 2morro, even though i do want to work, i get holiday pay but i requested off for mikey busho's show =)
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| ohh valentines day |
[14 Feb 2006|04:05pm] |
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so i realized that your ex's are called EX's for a reason, GOD.
i got my cartalige peirced =) it didnt hurt but when i lay on my right side to sleep it does, i dunno why it's been like 3 days. whatever.
this week i'm thinking about getting my second hole in my ear & my belllly.
while jeremy could talk on the phone again for a week we made a plan for me to go down to north carolina to visit him b/c he wont be able to come up anytime soon.
but the thing is he wont know when hes gonna be back for a weekend so i cant request off i'm just going to have to call out on late notice so i'm gonna try & not call out of work for a long time so when this time comes i can. he said to use the diariea excuse but he's just discusting haha, i can't wait to go.
jayme is in vermont, i keep telling everyone it's virgina but that's just because i'm retarted & forget the simplest things. she was going to come back on wednesday night but now shes not coming back until thursday, i can't wait i miss her bunchie bunchiessss haha
work is good, the more hours i get the happier i am. even though i might get tired & fustrated at times i need as much money as i can get plus i like half the people that work there, yes we do hire A LOT of idiots, minors, & old people but SOME of them are cool.
but wait i only stand behind customer service & "goof off" with john right? just because hes young & your an old wrinkly manager stfu. sorry he's the only manager i like working with!
plus a customer gave me a ticket that said this today:
TOP PICK
for outstanding service
give this card to and Stop&Shop associate who goes out of their way to make your shopping experience the best it can be.
at first i kinda gave the customer attitude & was like WHAT IS THIS? but then when i realized i felt really horrible lol that was nice of her.
but then people that i work with told me they get those all the time, so i didn't feel special anymore.
another customer bought me five lotto tickets, i better win big.
^ i lost.
PLUS TODAY IS VALENTINESSSSS DAY!
my friend zach is my valentine & we exchanged giftssss & might go to a friendly dinner tonight? who knows.
but this is what i got
when i saw this dog i fell in love
yes i get shirts on valentines day.
this is what i want my first tattoo to be, two dolphins kissing in the shape of a heart. i love dolphinss
plus my sisters boyfriend got me a rose i thought that was sweet, he didnt have to do that.
even though i didnt have a boyfriend this year, friends made it better.
that it all =)
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[26 Jan 2006|12:09am] |
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today was fun. it was mine & jaymes day off together, we get that a lot. so we did some shopping. i was gonna buy the first season on the oc but it was too expensive so i was like fuck that, so i got the first season of viva la bam. then we met some friends at wendy's talked to them for alil. most of them think that their funny but i got them back with my smart remarks hahah. then we went to vic's house for alil. then off to the porn store ahhaha. me, jayme, vic, rick & kevin. that was fun.
rick: did you guys ever see a horse's dick before?
me: no
rick: come over here & check it out.
jayme: i have not lived until i've seen a horses dick.
(it was huge)
me & jayme are going back their tomorrow & buying a game to play at ricks before the show.
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[25 Jan 2006|04:18pm] |
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my life is good right now, i can't ask for any more amazing friends that i've already have. i have the best family in the world, seriously it's the kind of family where u can talk about anything. (but all of our conversations always end up talking about shit) i miss my family though, i use to see them every sunday now i'm usually out. i dont think i've seen them since christmas. except for my cousin david which is more like a brother to me, i chyll with him often now. my job, it's ok i cant complain, only when they sent me home to change the other day because i had ripped jeans on, i was pretty pissed. i only really like one manager there & thats john cuz he's the best (it's peanut butter jelly time.) i got trained for customer service & i like that the best b/c i'm in my own little section (but i have to take all the bitchy customers). my two friends gary & randy just came home from the army & i loved seeing them, it put a smile on my face. now i'm just waiting on my friend jeremy to get home b/c i miss him a lot. he would call me everyday he was gone but now hes outside & he cant. =( so waiting is all i can do. i can't wait for friday b/c that's when annapolis comes out & its a marine movie. my girl jayme's friend is a marine right now & it's kind of similar to the army life too so we're gonna see it together. & all i have to say is adam brody =)
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